funny how people live out their lives with repetitive thoughts and actions.
these days, so many things are happening in my life....so many different things.... that i wanted to blog about them. imagine when i opened up my figuratively dusty, stuck in the past blog!
i discovered that i started out a new blog before and totally forgot about it.
i had a grand time reading the things that i wrote. i have done many new things, been places, met new people in the last year. i have gone out of my comfort zone a zillion times. i woke up some mornings with an ache in my heart, other days with pure elation.
i have grown.
this is not to say that i no longer look at the past and no longer yearn for it. i still do.
however, i find myself letting go more and more each day. not as fast as i would like. not as effortlessly as i would want. but letting go more and more, and still learning.
everyday is a struggle to do shavasanah, to surrender.
let it be so.
on to the present. and the future.
