renaissance

funny how people live out their lives with repetitive thoughts and actions.

these days, so many things are happening in my life....so many different things.... that i wanted to blog about them.  imagine when i opened up my figuratively dusty, stuck in the past blog!

i discovered that i started out a new blog before and totally forgot about it.

i had a grand time reading the things that i wrote.  i have done many new things, been places, met new people in the last year.  i have gone out of my comfort zone a zillion times.  i woke up some mornings with an ache in my heart, other days with pure elation.

i have grown.

this is not to say that i no longer look at the past and no longer yearn for it.  i still do.

however, i find myself letting go more and more each day.  not as fast as i would like.  not as effortlessly as i would want.  but letting go more and more, and still learning.

everyday is a struggle to do shavasanah, to surrender.

let it be so.

on to the present.  and the future.