Monday, August 26, 2013

post weekend melt down

attended a retreat and feast last week, had a grand time.  grand, not really because i felt good all the way, but it was a weekend of epiphanies.  and revelations.  and mental mind games.  and family encounters.  crazy ones at that.  quotes by father that brought aha moments!  i wish i could write them all down.

ultimately though, at the end of it all, the most important thing is to let go.  and chat about it.  over skype.  and snores.

in the end, although one wants to help others, my wise room mate co retreatant told me "self interest muna!".  when i was younger, i viewed this as something selfish.

now, however, i view that as something selfless.  because you can't help others fully if you are not whole yourself.  and self love enables us to love others.

bring it on.  after i take care of myself. :)

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